FLYING OFF IN AN HOUR'S TIME.

BYEEEEEEEEEE.


Shit, am missing people already. ):

Leaving in 12 hours'.

15th ;

Went out with love yesterday after reunion lunch with the paternal side. Ming Kee as usual, then the rest of the family went over to one of the cousin's house whlie bro & I didn't go.. so Uncle gave us a ride to Bugis Mrt and I waited for love.

National Library to return the overdue books, then got new ones. Honestly speaking, I don't really like the National one, it's too big and they categorized the books too neatly. Lol. I can barely find the ones that I want... though they really do have quite a number of choices. ): Bahzz. Haha.
Went to Dhoby Ghaut after that and ate at a nice place at Dhoby Xchange. Quite cheap for a set meal,with free flow icecream & drinks. :D Lol. But we only took the ice creams once since we were too full.. Lol. But nice lah. :D

Love wanted to replace his USB cable for HD so we went to Funan thereafter,and walked around to spot any nice cammies! hahah. Walked to Clarke Quay after that.

Am gonna miss him badly for the next 9 days.. )): Bah..


Today, went to People's Park Complex with dad & mum to get the new camera. :D Yay, it looks rather cute. But too bad didn't have the colour I wanted, I still think Black is better than Silver. ):
Got some stuff needed for the trip, and went to get Ba Kwa, and my favorite CNY snack! The hei bee hiam (?) that looked like little pohpiah. Haha, but too bad it's not exactly that spicy. Sian. Lol. Got a top for tmr's early visit to Grandma's place, then I think we're going straight to the airport already. Mum says need to check in by 11 odd.. =/ Flight's at 130..

Ohwell, I hope I enjoy myself, take it as giving myself as a long break. But I feel damn guilty leaving at this period of time when there's so many deadlines and projects due. Not to mention, I should really pack some notes along with me... >.< Still, SHOPPING!!! :D:D:D The only good thing out of the entire trip. Lol.

Lastly, Happy Chinese New Year! :D

Wah, i feel like suddenly i got very little time. hahaha.
Okay this is cock. lalalalala. WE'RE GOING SHOPPING ON FRIDAYYYZZZZ (provided NSL is cancelled..........) hahaha.


I'm in a joyous yet tentative mood. Hah.
Speak about mood swings.

Run Baby Run,

So, it's all over. 1 whole year of preparing and anticipating, and our "IVP" is done. Goodbye Novices! Hahaha.
So the overall results for our club, :

• Men's epee individual (Bronze)
• Men's foil individual (Silver)
• Women's foil individual (Gold)
• Men's epee team event (Bronze)
• Men's sabre team event (Silver)
• Men's foil team event (Gold)
• Women's foil team event (Bronze)

Yep. Hahah, pretty good I would say. So congrats to all! (:

2 weeks of daily training left everyone really really drained and exhausted, I think everyone's glad that the competition is finally over so we can now focus properly on our schoolwork. Which unfortunately, is lagging behind for all of us. Lol. Need to buck up extra for revision since I won't be around for 9 days during CNY...
No revision done for the past 2 weeks since on top of the daily training, everyday seemed to be busy for school as well. OpenHouse for the 1st week, and then 2nd week had JAE to help out as well. BUT, thankfully everything ended and this week is gonna be much free not just for me, but for the group mates as well. Lol. Phew..

Need to concentrate on deadlines, and projects.
Which reminds me.. our SUPERDUPERULTRA last minute NS3 presentation was damn awesome. Supposed to present on wednesday but we were all damn unprepared.. last 5minutes saw us realizing that we missed out one entire question.. and we barely knew how our presentation slides look like since Ros was the one editing and compiling.

However, God has his ways.. (: Ros's laptop cropped out before the presentation so we couldn't go through with it and had to present the next day.. heehee. Which of course gave us precious time and guess what, we pulled it off amazingly. (: Teacher even said we did really good and kinda brought it across we were like some role models.. hehee. Nope, not boasting. But just really glad we can get this kinda results even though our projects are damn last minutes. hahaha. Of course, I'm damn glad I have team mates like this, especially when Nurul & I were so caught up for the last 2 weeks till we could both die and barely found time, but these team-mates are just awesome. LOVESSSSSSSSSS!

Oh, Friday was Ros's 19th birthday so attempted a "surprise" celebration for her but unfortunately didn't work out thanks to Fang yann the silly boy. Lol. Glad she liked the present and card we gave (thanks aifah and sha for taking time out to make/buy them!) hahah. Yepzzz.

Pract test next tues, so I guess I better go finish up my materials, and start researching for stuff. Lol.

Sidenote, I think I really need a break from everything. Can't wait for the trip though I'm going to miss love alot...

tomorrow.

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

IM FREAKING NERVOUS, I'M FREAKING OUT, I'M DAMN SCARED.

14hours to go. Arghhh, please Lord, let everything go fine. Just fine, I don't need well.



CRAP...

Novices 2009 is here.

Sometimes it scares me too when I realised how afraid I am to lose us.
But then again, it's what keeps me going, no matter how tough it can get.
Loves.


Novices 09 is starting tmr. The much anticipated and the event of the year that everyone has been training for, is finally here. Abit too fast though, and I can't exactly say I'm prepared. =/
As usual, like last year, we've been training nearly everyday for the week, thus reaching home late for the week, like near 12 midnight. =/ Strenous, but we believe it's worth the effort. I got my new shoes finally on Wed, so yay i'm not going to be the only one left in the team who's still using old shoes. Hahaha.

Tiring week, especially when this week is the starting of school. The realization of many deadlines looming, plus the undone preparations for projects, and the much "Shit, what, next week???" sentences. And again, I believe in my project groups, that no matter how last minute we are, we're always gonna be able to churn out decent and good work. UhUh.
I need time management still, this few weeks are gonna be a horror. Every week has a deadline for projects, and I have to ensure near perfect (okay screw it, must attain PERFECT) attendance since I cannot afford to miss any lessons and marr my attendance thanks to the Chinese New Year trip that I'm having with my family.. Sigh. =/
On the bright side, It's just one freaking month of hell...

And another thing I believe, is in us. Near horror for the week since exhaustion, nervousness, anxiety and whole lot more cramped in, we tend to make alot more mistakes. But, I still believe. (:


Lastly, Good luck NPF. We're be able to do it this time round, again. Good luck Sabreurs, jiayou!!!!

Review. A lookback..

2008.

Well, in less than 12 hours time, 2008 will gone and over, with 2009 replacing it.
I don't exactly know how I feel but.. there's always that twinge in me every new year eve I guess. To see the year fly by you and you wonder if you really did kept to your own words at the beginning of the year, keeping to the resolutions and being a better person etc etc.. hahaha.

For me, 2008's been.. quiet in its way I guess. No major major upturns whatsoever. Okay, sure. I had a change of class, got separated from Mel & Sya and the rest of p10 whom I spent my first year in NP with. Though sad, but we didn't really had a choice. Kept to the pact of having lunch together whenever we could so at least we're still in contact. Thankful for the company of Nurul, Aifah, Ros, and in the 2nd part of the year(semester), Sharida and Awul(heehee) joining us making more laughter and joy in schooltime. (: Sure, we do drift from some and admittedly though sadly, we're not as close to Mel&Sya as before, but at least, we still talk. And that's something I'm glad about. We lose some, but we gain some as the old saying goes...

Attachment-wise, I haven't made any major (fatal) mistakes and am TRULY AMAZING THANKFUL to God for watching me over and seriously, I hope I never do during my entire career.. Haha.
Academic-wise, well, managed to maintain my own standards in my opinion. The recent CT results were, satisfying and contented but there's always room for improvement and I know that with each tests/exams, the pressure I put on myself to perform will never cease so I must really do more consistent revision and do my best. Need to remember final ambitions. Hah.

Fencing-wise, Novices is next sat (surprise!) so all I can do now is to get my health up and running, and to train more, make lesser mistakes, be less nervous, be more calm and give my best shot. And well, though conflicts in the club will never go down, but I'm glad enough that my own team is at least more united that how it started out. So there. NPF all the way lah, okay. Lol. And well, one year of being in the comm already, I don't know what I've learnt but I guess co-operation and learning to do the right thing at the right moment is essential. Despite the many conflicts, we have to learn that what matters most in what we are doing are not our own pride but instead, the club and juniors. Therefore, I've already given up playing mind games and childish sulking and complaining, and instead, focusing on getting things done. Which reminds me, Open house is next week too and since I'm suddenly being thrown into being the incharge thanks to some irresponsible person, I really hope I can pull this off decently. =/

Friends-wise, other than the 2nd paragraph of this entry, other than that.. I think social circle outside NP is still the same. hahahahha. Contact and meetups with the BFF as often as we can squeeze time out though I would suppose 2009 will be abit easier since the other half is now working and not mugging for As anymore.. =p hahaha. And yes, of course we both have to compromise lah. But as always, it's a pleasure to meet Claudine up even if to just camwhore and reminiscence about the old times. :D And well, for 2009, I'll try my best to be a better friend to all, to be less attitude, to be more forgiving, and to be there for people if they need someone. (:

Relationship-wise. Hmm, firstly, am very glad that we made it through a year (and hopefully the next few years as well) and though there were many ups and downs in this year, I guess it's normal in a relationship. Probably mentioned this many times but you're the best boy I could ever have. Nobody can be this patient to me, to be this willing to do some many stuff for me. To come whenever I need you, despite being such a busy boy, to take care of me and stay by my side each time I fall sick, to listen to my whinings and yet being so patient explaining things to me, to listen to my complains, to dissolve my anger/irritation with your silly goondo smile =p. I'm thankful that I met you, love. (: Though 2009 will bring more challenges to our relationship (your NS, my PRCP etcetc) but well, I'm confident that we'll make it through another year. And next year this time, you'll be part of my review of 2009 with me talking about us in 2010. (: I love you.


So there you go, a year filled with happiness and tears. Hahaha. Not to mention I turned 18, legal for many things but ah well... hahahahah. I've spent insane amount this year just doing online shopping but hey, I rather do so than go out and squeeze with people. Hahah. I learnt and did stuff that I've never done so in my past years, and well, to some point I think I've grown up a little. (:


Alright, am going to spend the last day of 08 & the first day of 09 at ChenHsi's place with the sabre team, we're going to steamboat and bbq and hopefully burn CH's house down in the process.. hahahahaha.

Happy New Year and blessed 2009, everyone. (: