You know the feeling when....

You try your best to make everything seems alot better,
You try and try, to make other people see what you are seeing, that things are not what they see and think ;
You find excuses and try to help the other party, making them to be in a better light because you feel that it is really that way.

You try and try, till you get so fucking tired because in the end, its just really pointless.
They will never see, and they will forever be questioning you. So really, I'm tired. Let it be. Yeah, if that's the way you want to see it, then yes, it is that way. I'm pretty much tired of beautifying your life, trying hard to make things look better but in the end, it doesn't even matter. You people just don't see it. Enough of the excuses, yeah, Life is indeed ugly.

Congratulations, you got yourself a deal.